How precisely do I memorise what I have seen in my life?
The answer became clear while I was painting. When I found that I couldn’t materialise “what I had seen” – or “what I had perceived visually” – exactly as it was in my paintings, I realised what a shaky world I live in – the world in which I only roughly perceive things around me and call it my own “memory”. The more we depend on our vision as a source of information, the more unreliable the information becomes.
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これまでの経験の中で、見てきたものについて、どのくらい正確に記憶しているだろう。
絵を描く時、その問いの答えが明確になった。「見てきたもの」=「視覚的なイメージ」を再現できない事で、自分が、物事をどれだけ大雑把に捉え、それを「記憶」と決めた、揺らいだ世界の中で暮らしているのかを認識した。「視覚」を拠り所にするほど、「記憶」は頼りない。
How precisely do I memorise what I have seen in my life?
The answer became clear while I was painting. When I found that I couldn’t materialise “what I had seen” – or “what I had perceived visually” – exactly as it was in my paintings, I realised what a shaky world I live in – the world in which I only roughly perceive things around me and call it my own “memory”. The more we depend on our vision as a source of information, the more unreliable the information becomes.
– 2024.02